Who’s idea was it to give feelings to man anyway…….

So you'd think that last week when I watched all those old home videos, I'd have learned my lesson. Oh, No! I'm not that sharp evidently. I'm in the middle of cleaning out my closet right about now. Last week I found some old home video's (all pre-divorce). I should have known better but I watched them anyway. They made me feel really good.... followed closely by really bad. Well I got over that after a few drinks and about 70 hours at work last week. Well now I've found lots of Brandt's stuff ,old letters from many people that are very important to me and lots pictures. I was suckered in by it again. I'm feeling like crap again but I guess on the bright side, my closet is clean now......